will be back!!

sorry dear sook yan and shee ann..

I have assignments to finish up..so will u please forgive me about the delay bday post.

Aihz, dunno why but I have lost all my interest in blogging. I just don't feel the need to blog since i can actually tell the real thing in front of you guys instead..its much more fun explaining it live anyway..so much feel and expression..haha..kay kay,will update soon! chaoz! ^^

shawty, shawty, shawty . . .

Sorry, sorry - Super Junior

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry,
Naega naega naega meonjeo,
Nege nege nege ppajyeo,
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby,
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty . . . . . . .


Shawty = shorty = wenty = wendy = PUI YAN!!


Pui Yan has finally turn 21!! but i still don't think she can just walk into the casino. I believe not until she has wrinkles on her face, she can't walk into a casino without showing her ic.

super long ago pic!

I really couldn't remember much about how i know her. I can't remember the first time i saw her face, the first time i talk to her or even where was the place we first met. All i know was she's this tiny little cute girl with a really loud and squeaky high voice. All she does was talk and laugh, talk and laugh, AND talk and laugh.

omg,look how thin she was!

Eventhough you just know her for a day, but she makes you feel like you knew her forever. She just makes people around her feel comfortable being with her.Every where she goes, there will always be someone who knows her and i really mean EVERYWHERE...

nice.. ^^

I've known her for so long and all she does is makes me happy. Her laughter is the most cheerful thing a person will ever listen to. I would say without her in the gang, there is a certain silence that no one can seem to explain.

apa lu buat??

during new year..

Though i've never told anyone before but i truly appreciate my relationship with her. My relationship with her is the one i cherish most. I have once broken her heart so badly that it is beyond repair. I've broken her trust to me. If it were someone else, i would have long lose this amazing relationship.

Sepang Gold Coast..luv it!

Even after doing such a thing to her, she still take the effort to patch up this relationship. I know that deep down in her heart, she's so hurt with what i did but she pretended like nothing has happened because she doesn't want me to feel bad about it.

nicely done edited pic.. =)

prom!

I use the word relationship because between me and her, it is more than friendship, something that i would never ever let go.

muaks!

There are many things in life that will catch my eye, but only a few will catch my heart...

and she is one of it . . .

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, PUI YAN!!!

"Pui yan, I really am very sorry for what i did and i don't expect you to forgive me. I thank you so much for not throwing this relationship away. You are very special to me and you are like my happy fruit(hoi sum guo) to me."

Dying too soon...

Wrong...I'm not talking about MJ...though he did die too soon.

Anyway, I'm talking about flowers. I just attended my brother's convocation and of course there'll be flowers right? So we bought him this really huge bouquet of roses n lilies with all the other lovely plant along. Such a beautiful bunch.

~ Congratulations ~

So after all the ceremony and all the blas and yaddas...the bouquet is just tossed aside..no lar, didn't toss but put aside in a jar. Just after a day...ONE day you know..the flower is already limp and dying of thirst. Spraying it with all that water just wouldn't stop it from dying.

so lovely and pretty...

Its such a sad thing. Such wonderful and lovely living thing dying just too soon. Just seeing it getting dryer by the hour is heart wrenching. It used to be the prettiest thing and know it's just slowly drying away looking dead and sick.


*sob*


So why not get a pot of flowers instead of a bouquet??

BLur bLuR (O.o)

It's miss blur one's birthday!!



Yes, as we all know, the blur one is none other than miss Karine Tan!

I've known her 7 years..wow!so long already..since before,she is already this blur.lol.Besides being blur, she is very indecisive and has a very short span of interest. She can be totally excited about a particular thing for a moment and minutes later she'll complain that its dead bored. Yup, its definitely Karine.

Don't kill me Shee Ann..

She was this girl in high school where strangers will assume she's an arrogant bitch walking around. Quite a few people came up to me and ask me why she look so lan ci...lol. She is never an arrogant girl. I can clearly remember her(not kidding weh, you can ask me..haha) when Sook Yan introduced me to her. She was smiling like she saw an angel and happily said hi to me.

very old picture..

Back then she was this girl with wavy hair and wearing spectacles just like me. We got close when we sat together in form 4. So many things gone through together. All the interact and leo club's activities, skipping classes together, going yum cha, day dreaming in class about cheerleading stuffs. We would draw out formations and figure out chants and cheers.

my gawd..i look like 'ah piao'

I remember her first time getting her hair straightened. There was this picture taken candidly by someone and i remember looking at it and thought "Wow, she is really pretty..never noticed that till now..no wonder so many guys going after her."

wooo..hawt!hawt!

Another special characteristic about her is that she is REALLY secretive. Its so hard to get a slight information about her. Chin Wei will be all annoyed trying to figure out where is she.

Chin Wei: Where you?
Karine: Um..got la..somewhere la.
Chin Wei: Where la?? why, cannot tell people one meh??
Karine: Aiya, somewhere near Damansara la..
Chin Wei: With who?
Karine: Got la..
Chin Wei: Who la?
Karine: Some friends la..
Chin Wei: WHO LA??
Karine: You don't know one larrr....


Hahahaha..typical.But hey! That's the Karine we all know right?

Hahaha..another typical of karine..

We love her because of who she is. She has the MOST random jokes ever!! She cracks me up with all her randomness. Just too funny..she says the weirdest,funniest jokes like how she said once "Lets do something fun but don't need to walk one!"

Camwhoring is something fun but don't need to walk..lol!

Nevertheless, Karine has always been the one that I always does crazy stuffs with. She is the one where I can do the most random and craziest things. She is also the one that has been there supporting you quietly through the toughest days.

rock on!!

So who says she's blur? She's not actually..





She's providing you with that tower of strength silently from behind pretending to know nothing,

just like an angel...

Happy 21st Birthday Karine!!

We love you... <3

Tipsy??

Alcohol.

Bad or Good???



I would say anything in moderation is definitely good.

Love feeling tipsy once in a while. It just takes you away and everything feels so care free and surprisingly funny. Then, you start doing crazy things and you would just laugh like as though it's the best thing that ever happened to you.

Well, being crazy is what youth is all about. So why restrain yourself from all the joy and maintain a serious face. Chill lah!!

Out of the blue

I've never felt this bored before!! NEVER!!

Maybe got la, but I just want to voice it out today. I feel like nothing appeals to me at all. Not the tv, internet, books, games, etc..etc...Most of my friends are either away at college or having classes tomorrow or having exams.

I'm bored to the point that I spent hours just doing my nails, nicely doing polka dots design which I've never done before.Something like this..



Somehow other people's polka dots look nicer than mine..sheesh,the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side.

Like how I always think that Europe is a nice place to live, beautiful scenery, great people...maybe I just didn't live there long enough to know the bad side of it. Who knows people there are racist bastards, food there sucks, the weather kills...I'm just giving examples, I'm not implying that they are like that and the place there is that bad.




Just want to clear of any sort of misunderstandings. Who knows some european big shot fella happens to read my blog and then find it offensive. Then, he ask the europe ISA to tangkap me and put me to jail for no reason?!?!?hahaha..wtf.

On another matter, the weather these few months is killing!!! How hot can it go seriously??? I'm getting free sauna service every night but I'm not getting any slimer, and neither am I getting better complexion.

To make matters worse, I don't have an air-con in my room. Yes people, I repeat..I DO NOT have an air-con. So I would just have to switch the ceiling fan in my room to the highest possible speed and pray that the fan don't crash and end up as a bolognese sauce.


Ok..I'm going to go sleep now before my parents come down and wallop me. You know, people are at their grumpiest early in the morning. Nitez!

Opposite attracts?

It never ends....never.


It just keeps coming back again and again and again.


Why is human like this?? They always yearn for the opposite. Never grateful at what they have.

I'm talking about me on holidays now. Its always when i'm on holidays, I feel like going to classes and get my brain going and more so, I can chill and hangout with my friends. At least I can look forward...no la,not look forward..just at least I know what I'll be doing tomorrow and not sit at home and rot.

Then when classes starts, It always "oh no,so many assignments..I want some break..bla bla yadda yadda.."

So this is why I'm telling you now that I'm going to enjoy the best out of this one month long holiday.woot woot!!

I.don't.care.

I'm going to do whatever I like. Work anytime I like..sleep whenever I want..go play with the piano whenever I want..

This is what you call a holiday!! Doing things that you enjoy...but sadly my home's PS sudah rosak. Dam sad you know!

Wth la..I can go find some other better stuffs to do. =)

Cooking???

Yucks..i cook the worst and most disgusting looking kind of food ever!!!

I tried to cook this supposedly simple fried rice and it turns out looking like..like..like.......

um.......

I don't even know how to describe it...No picture needed. I don't want to ruin your appetite..you know, i did everything according to the recipe but nope, cooking isn't science.. 1+1 doesn't equals to 2...blehk,i should start learning how to cook better. You know, the way to a man's heart is through his stomach..lolz!

Nope, i'm not entirely learning how to cook because of wanting to please my man..I like cooking in fact! Now that's a part of me you didn't know...wtf. PLUS the fact that i love eating good food...

Cooking is something really fun!! you can exclude the washing part..washing is not done by you when you're a big time chef! anyway,you get to experiment with all the flavours and if you did it well, the end result is really satisfying!

For now, I know that the way to MY heart is through good food! yummz...

oh!no wonder i so fat lar...

My white hamster

=....(

My white hamster just died..but she look peaceful when she died..

*sob sob*

Eventhough she's the mean hamster that always bite...eats and drinks like nobody's business..but she's still the hamster that stayed with me for a year or so. Its kind of like a love hate thing towards my white hamster..I love to disturb her..then she gets all annoyed and run away to her small little house.hahaha...



Aihz..i play with her almost every single day but its okay..she's lived a happy life. She gets all the food she wants and never have to work hard for anything. Probably that's why she died.

Anyway, may she rest in peace and i'll always remember her as one of my very first pet.

I'll always remember you...

Time. . .

Bleh..as im typing this right now..it's 7.40pm and.......


i just woke up 2 hours ago. @_@


I can officially call myself a vampire. I might just climb through your window later..wtf.

What am i suppose to do later at night?!?! I don't think i can sleep that soon..and suprisingly, i've actually got bored to the internet. Well, maybe not the internet but i got bored to what i normally do online. I need some fresh new entertainment and the stupid lagging internet is not helping at all.

What am i some nerd???..com games,online,com games and more online...what happen to the "cool" activities?? I should be blogging about me going to this and that club, who i met..some super gorgeous leng zai and then i went on a road trip to singapore...then off to europe for backpacking...bla bla yadda yadda...

Guess i just have a boring life...

(know what nat?? i might honestly follow you to UK end of this year!!)

I'll work my ass off during this june and get all the money i want and off to europe i go.. *cough*lying*cough* Bah..even going to Ipoh is sooooooo hard..what more europe.

Since i've got plenty of time to spare with nothing to do tonight...i might finish off breaking dawn today.

Might.

Kla..i want to go cook myself a meal now...au revoir!

Twilight!

Yea, I know...I know...

I know im copying pui yan's post..but i really just couldn't resist it.

Just look through the pictures..im not going to describe much though. Its just that some of them look so different in twilight. Some of the actors\actresses look so much better in real life.

Oh ya, one more thing. I just realise something.Something so stupid and childish that its kind of embarrassing to mention.

I........

I don't want to read breaking dawn.

Its because I just don't want everything about the Cullens world to end. I don't want to stop reading about Edward and Bella. I don't want to live in a world where I don't have anything to do or know or read about the cullens.Edward,bella,jacob....all are going to disappear if i finish reading about them.

Have I gone insane???

It sounds ridiculous.Its so childish. So naive of me.

I have been putting on hold to read the book for such a long time. I give all kind of excuse thinking I have assignments and that I should finish my assignments before I should start reading.

But it wasn't it. After finishing my assignments, I still didn't want to read the book. I gave myself another excuse and I told myself..."Well, I should buy my own book and read it with my book instead of nat's one and I should only read after i find myself a job...".

It turns out that all these was a lie. Even after all that was done(nola,i din find a job), I still didn't want to read the book. I would only read one chapter a day trying my best to take as much time as I could.

You might think I probably wasn't into Twilight anymore but you are so wrong. I am practically possessed by everything that has something to do with twilight. I googled and youtubed almost every single thing I can find about twilight. Chat with every single person that reads twilight. Im so crazy about twilight that every time before I sleep, I would hope that I will dream about twilight.

What has happen to me?

But you can call me crazy or nuts, im loving every single moment about twilight. Well, I believe its just a matter of time that i'll soon forget or maybe slow down my craze about twilight.



Anyway, here are the pics I mention earlier!lolz..

Twilight characters

Edward Cullen / Robert Pattison

He look hawt here..yummy!

Isabella Swan or Bella Cullen / Kristen Stewart

Hot and Sexy!! She look like a model here..check her eyes!me likey..

Jacob Black / Taylor Lautner

Who says he's not good looking?!?!

Alice Cullen / Ashley Greene

Sweet but yet sexy!

Jasper Hale / Jackson Rathbone



Emmett Cullen / Kellan Lutz

So manly!He look like a perfume model here..

Rosalie Hale / Nikki Reed



Carlilse Cullen / Peter Facinelli

My favourite guy!!This is his best picture EVER!! He's so fuckin hot! I want a piece of him..

Esme Cullen / Elizabeth Reaser

I knew her from Grey's Anatomy!!

Victoria / Rachelle Lefevre

Wow..she look really hot here..

James / Cam Gigandet

Ooohhh..one of my favourite too..i can totally melt in his dreamy eyes...

Laurent / Edi Gathegi

He reminds me of Will.i.am somehow..hmm..

I love this picture a lot.

Love them <3

Getting ready in the morning!

Omg!!this is absolutely ridiculous....

Its dam funny!! Lmao-ing the whole time...hahahahaha...

Only the japs can think of this kind of crazy stuffs but, yea..its darn funny. They and their crazy games stuff. Though this is not a game show but its equally that dumb..lolz.

I might probably start using it when i start working next time...

anyway,enjoy the show!!

My very own drama queen

Just two weeks after pui mun's bday, another one is just right after..

When i first know her, we're only 12. After 9 years long, we're still unexpectedly close to each other. The first time i saw her, one thing came across my mind...

sweet...

" Wow, she's rich! She's probably one of those rich spoiled kids." Even her 12th birthday party was in Tropicana Club House. I've never dare to step into tropicana and she's doing her birthday party there?!?!?!

muaks

But of all the days i know her, she was never ever that rich spoiled kid. She's the nicest and sweetest person i ever know. She even offer me food when im not even hungry. Its the one thing which i remember about her most during primary school. It is when she........



FORCED ME TO EAT A WHOLE BIG BOWL OF COCOPOPS!!!



I guessed the cocopops that we're forced into me was the thing that kept us as friends. This is one of those 'bitter sweet' memories we share together and I will never ever forget it.

camwhoring fun-ness...

She has one of the most contagious laugh ever. EVER.

There's once..no,no..twice i can remember..we were at Hong Kong Star Cafe having dinner and someone came up with a joke. The joke was quite funny but what's even funnier is that Nat was laughing at it like it is the funniest joke ever and then we all started laughing because her laugh is so contagious and we end up laughing at her laugh instead of her joke. It lasted for at least 5 minutes. You know when you have one of those kind of laugh where you literally roll on the floor. It was literally painfully funny till i ended walking out of the cafe because my stomach was hurting so badly.

its like some advertisement

She's not some ordinary friend but a very special one...

She my dear, one and only drama queen...

My very own laughing box...

The one I think what to get when i'm away somewhere...

The one I message when I have some hot news...

The one I seek when i'm down...

and

The one I truly cherish...

hawt!

Because our relationship has never been ordinary. It is everything but ordinary, and I would do anything in the world to keep the friendship alive.

watcha lookin at?!?

She will be the one i would keep throughout my journey of life.

^_^

She is the one girl which i want her to be in my funeral because she would know exactly what to say about me....the true me.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY NATASHA

You'll always be family to me